sad? angry? frustrated? fuming mad?

who should be my punching bag? anyone wants to volunteer?

i guess i've told nearly every one of my close friends about this..

i won't be seeing the pictures taken during the 2nd wedding reception at hunny's place @ Shah Alam.

i waited.. and waited.. and waited.. i gave him about 3 months to come back to me with my wedding album. and yet until recently, i didn't receive any news from him.

we were the ones who called him.. and this is what he had to say..

him: i'm sorry, but i can't open your picture folder. i sent my PC for repair and still i can't open the folder.

me: so u mean to say we won't get to see the pictures at all? (half wanting to cry)

him: i can still try to get the PC fixed but it's gonna cost me a bomb.

me: why didn't you own up earlier.. u waited 3 months just to tell me that you screwed up? u did not even have the courtesy to call us to break the news.

him: i know i screwed up, but i just can't get myself to tell u guys that i can't provide your wedding pics, i'm dissapointed.

me: well, if u're dissapointed then we would be 1000 times more dissappointed and angry because it's our wedding pictures. and we lost the memories just like that.. do you think that's fair?

after that.. to me all i heard was bull****, bull****, and more bull****. maybe he was telling the truth and maybe not.. i just don't know.

i feel sad.... all the nice pictures.. gone with the wind. :(

pose one more time? no way.. even if i rent a nicer wedding gown, the feeling wont be the same..

boo hoo hoo.....

i think i'm a superwoman part 2..

oh yeah, and i managed to grab a pair of pants before the movie. how cool is that? super fast super shopper!

too bad i didn't get to do my eyebrows.. urgghhh.. malas sungguh nak ke bangsar.

so, what's my activity for tomorrow? lemme see..

went to liz claiborne to find the bag that i saw and fell in love with but stupidly didnt buy (when i first laid eyes on it at the curve). the store in 1 utama did not have it.. i guess we were not meant to be together.. huhuhu..

let's see if i can cure my broken heart tomorrow..wahahaha..

i think i'm a superwoman!

well, i did my hair and it took more than 2 hours to complete.. 3 hours to be exact, nasib buat touch-up je.. pity the stylist. she had to struggle to do my hair and also tend to her other regulars at the same time. sape suruh tak buat appointment? haha.. and so she had to focus on me.. muaahahahahahaha..

anyway, after the whole 3 hours of panas sejuk panas sejuk.. i had a terrible headache. so both of us had to forego our 6.45 date with the Ironman. by the way, i managed to wash my car in the morning.. yeah! with hunny's help of course!

sunday..

woke up early as i couldn't really sleep that nite. went straight to business.

vacuumed, mopped and used the magic penyapu thingamajig that can perangkap all the dust (gosh, i am thankful to the person who invented that thing.. i bought the Kao brand)

after all the much-needed exercise, we decided to catch a movie. yup, we did it. we watched Lelaki Besi. it was ok, although i am not too happy with the Muslims/ Arabs being the terrorist in the movie. i mean come on.. they are being overused as the bad guys for far too long. QUIT IT already.. bosan la. note to whoever who made the movie.. please find other baddies to be the terrorists ok?

and in this post are a few pics that i took a few months back. it's my hunny and moi, and of course our adorable cik Tan .. miow miow miow :)

any plans for the weekend?

yup.. plenty.. so which one should i prioritise?

• do my hair (straighten my frizzy-dizzy hair) - 2 to 3 hours
• catch a movie (spend time wt hunny bunch)
• shop for office clothes - est 2 hours
• do eyebrows@ bangsar - 1 hour (but have to be there very early because ramai org)
• pay my car loan
• wash my car

which one should i do first? time to throw the dice!

Overseas posting..do i even dare?

do i even dare of thinking to apply for the post?

it's a Business Manager post in Corporate Communications and Affairs, but the job description looks crazy (and probably the usage of bombastic words scare me).

My manager (and my colleagues) encouraged me to apply for it.. it's just a 2-year stint at the Head Office in Amsterdam.

Do i dare?

i don't know... what do you think?

vomitted in my car.. poor u! part 2

something funny yet adorable thing that my hunny bunch did while my face was stuck in the vomit-filled plastic bag..

''yang, do u want to me open the windows?'' he asked while stroking my back to comfort the grossed-out me.

and for someone whose mouth reaked of quarter digested food, i refused or just simply forgot to answer him.

as we reach home, he opened his side of the car door and took in breaths of fresh air.

alamak! my hunny bunch ni.. if you're already half way numbed by the smell of vomit lingering in the car (or half way wanting to vomit as well), why didn't you just opened the car windows?


he was so much of (and still is) a gentleman and a caring husband that he did not open the windows thinking that i would have been uncomfortable.

funny yet adorable.. you never cease to amaze me! :)

vomitted in my car.. poor u..

a nice entry to end the day.. ok, so i was not well last week, right after we had the off-site meeting at Le Meridien. i felt giddy and nauseous on Friday..

still these were the not-so-smart stuff that i did while feeling unwell.

on Friday, mizzy, arifah and moi went for lunch at La Bodega's (is that how we spell it?).. he ordered tapas la, nasik yg ade kerang merang la.. all the things that i cannot stand the smell nor the taste..well the tapas were ok but nasik kerang tu tak boleh tahan la. i gagged while looking elsewhere so that it would not spoil their appetite.

dinner same day..

my hunny bunch brought me to PJ Hilton for dinner as i wanted to eat soup (lorr, y all the way to pj right? ) and also to compensate, i think, for not being able to spend the weekend with me.

45 minutes through dinner..

it hit me again, i was nauseous and poor him had to discontinue enjoying his food to send me home.

5 more minutes to reach home.. (which felt like a lifetime)

i scrambled for a plastic bag.. thank goodness i had one in my car.. and there went all the food that i consumed only minutes ago.. and there went RM 72.00++ worth of food.. right down the drain (or should i say plastic bag).

i thank the person who created plastic bags. :)

and to those who might be speculating right now.. i am not expecting.. yet :)

happy days..

ok, so mizzy asked me to update my blog which i had dreamt of doing for quite a while. chewah, dreamt of konon.. malas nak update aje actually.

so getting to kuantan was not so hard (esp when i was not driving ..ehehe..) but getting to Swiss Garden and Spa was a total pain. hello, we KLites (or should i say Shah Alamians) do not know where the hotel is ok, so please have more signages. they do have signs but as soon as you reach a junction, the sign dissapears, so u have to use ur gut feeling or do eeny meeny myne moe to turn left or right. i think we only saw 3 signages.. urghh.. we reached the hotel an hour late.

the place is not as nice as i remembered it to be.. ok, so the food sucks, big time! on Thursday (the day that we reached the hotel).. we did not go out. On Friday we went to town and we actually went to East Coast Mall which was not completed yet.. just imagine all the dust (and frustration of not being able to shop) there. but hunny bunch wanted to see Carrefour's 1st day opening there, so oklah, we went there, barely breathing and went look see look see CF, of course he met a few of his CF colleagues la.

so we went to makan (prepare to be surprised!) at Pizza Hut at Berjaya Mall for the lack of choices there la.. did not jalan2 so much there. afters, we went to Teluk Chempedak.. jln2 a bit and back to the hotel..

basically we did not do much in kuantan. but we enjoyed our long breakfasts, lunches and dinners.. lazed by the seaside, enjoying the limited time that we have together. it's not easy for him to take 4 days leave like this.. so i'm thankful that we had that getaway together :)

pictures? it's in my hunny's camera, will update when i'm rajin :)