Friday, May 22, 2009

the nerve wrecking wait of beginning a new life

or so.. at least for the next two years. Can I make it? I don't really know until I get there. I may have a tough time for the first few weeks.. berjauhan dengan orang tersayang..hehe..
so many things to do here still. and I am not so sure if I am prepared,mentally. Jauh jugak eventhough it's just 4 hours from Malaysia.

Career and family, which one would you choose? My instinct tells me to choose what is best for my career development. It may be the wrong decision but it is something that I have to do. Therefore, comes the big word SACRIFICE.. sacrificing our time to start a family, sacrificing our happYness to move into our new home and decorating it and of course,I will be leaving my family behind.

I am grateful that my hunny understands this and he supports my decision whatever it may be. I am still gonna go for it.. in the meantime, while my departure is still a few more weeks down the road.. I am already feeling the jitters.

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