Saturday, May 23, 2009

a hectic 3 weeks to come

phew.. one event after another and I have not had the chance to prepare myself for my departure. Then again, apa yang nak dibawa? I am not so sure myself.. my office clothes (which at the moment I think is not enough since they do not wear baju kurung there), toiletteries, day clothes and I think the most important of all would be the stuff that I need to use for cooking.

Aih, entahla.. at the moment am lepakking at the Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf with a big cuppa latte and the hubby sitting in front. each facing own laptop.. (but mine is super tiny compared to his..hehe). I am truly going to miss these lepak sessions. Sometimes we do not even need to talk, suffice to say that it's fun to have each other's sometimes silent company.

Tomorrow we'll be heading off to KLCC (a place that I do not favour as much as 1U). We are helping CLAPAM (Cleft Lip and Palate Association of Malaysia) to raise funds via a movie screening. It's gonna be the Night at the Museum 2.. let's hope everything goes all right!

Next week.. RELAY FOR LIFE! woohoo.. siapa nak tahu what it is.. visit www.cancer.org.my

Friday, May 22, 2009

the nerve wrecking wait of beginning a new life

or so.. at least for the next two years. Can I make it? I don't really know until I get there. I may have a tough time for the first few weeks.. berjauhan dengan orang tersayang..hehe..
so many things to do here still. and I am not so sure if I am prepared,mentally. Jauh jugak eventhough it's just 4 hours from Malaysia.

Career and family, which one would you choose? My instinct tells me to choose what is best for my career development. It may be the wrong decision but it is something that I have to do. Therefore, comes the big word SACRIFICE.. sacrificing our time to start a family, sacrificing our happYness to move into our new home and decorating it and of course,I will be leaving my family behind.

I am grateful that my hunny understands this and he supports my decision whatever it may be. I am still gonna go for it.. in the meantime, while my departure is still a few more weeks down the road.. I am already feeling the jitters.